Today i realised that i should have full respect to any stay at home mom🙃 They are the real super heroes. When this two are down with chicken pox, my sabr was tested. I think even my love was at the edge. Stress level was at the peak 😭 Bukan tanak jaga tapi xtau nak buat macam mana. Tak tau apa tak kene. Budak budak ni bukan reti nak bagitau apa yang sakit. Tau menangis je laa. Si kenit tu jer laa lebih kepada meraung dari menangis.
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After battling the chicken pox for a few days, akhir nya ada sinar harapan for us 🤲🏼
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My baby boy,
He was first tak larat. Banyak menung. Dan badan panas. First i thought sebab nak tumbuh gigi. Yes he’s on his way for his 6th’s. Yeah alhamdulillah for that. Then nampak macam rashes. Cuma dia ni bukan jenis yang menggaru. So xtau rashes or chicken pox. Until nampak laa satu tu ada gelembung air. Pastu makin banyak. Aaa sis stress 😔 Husband brought him to the clinic and confirmed chicken pox. Sis is sad ! Tapi dia jenis senang makan ubat. Tak banyak ragam 😍 And chicken pox die stop dari merebak. Paling kesian bila dia ada ulser. Tak bole makan. Kurus anak aku ! Minum air pon menangis. Tak minum susu. Semua laa dia tolak. May be sbb dia trauma sakit tu. Sampai laa pakai ubat spray tu. Then only dia nak minum air 😩 Pegi beli makanan die dulu dulu yg dlm tube tu. Puree. Then dia start bole makan. Alhamdulillah !
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My baby girl,
While the big boy masih on recovery mode. This young lady dh start ada bintik bintik. Mak is double stress 😭😭 Sbb dh tau is not easy to handle this one. Haha. And to add some more salt to my wound, the ulser decided just to pop right on her tounge. Can you imagine ? Tragic btol lah rasa nya 😑 And definitely she cant handle it well. Meraung. Semua lahh. Plus die tak boleh poop. And ni mmg masalah utama die. Kalo x poop jer die akan meragam dengan horror nya. Tak tau la berapa malam kami jadi zombie 🧟🧟♀️ Semua tanak makan minum. Semua bagi pon campak. Sampai g clinic amek laxative. And paling risau dia dehydrated. Sbb dia tak kencing more than 9 hours. Paham tak how desperate we were nak paksa dia minum air. Macam sgt ternanti2 dia kencing and berak. And she peed only late the next day. Tu pon gembira tak terkira. Masih menunggu dia berak. And finally Allah helps us ! Berak before senja.
Mama cries a river !
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Setiap kali lepas solat doa lah untuk kesihatan yang berpanjangan for all of us. Mintak Allah angkat segala penyakit umat Islam especially penyakit anak anak aku. Dalam seminggu jaga anak sakit ni dah dua kali laa menangis atas sejadah. Haha. May be hormon anak no 4 ni lain sikit ☺️ harap nya awk sabar dalam tu yer. Bukan tak sayang, tapi fokus nya bayak utk yg berdua ni sekejap. Allah hantar sikit cubaan utk mama and daddy 😘 thank you for being so cooperative and understanding.
xoxo